I just snapped. Too many flakes. This account will close, maybe. Men, have made the search hard. Too many pic collectors wanting just sex-chat. I really want to meet a man that sees me once a week. A single young retired man with a healthy sexual drive. A man that lives alone, can invite me over, where I can tan in the yard and roam the house without having to hide is my dream. On weekends I could drive one or two hours, even three to be with that man. A bonus would be to take me to the local drag/gay bar. Not to drink but just because a girl likes to go out with her man. I also cook a few pretty nice meals. I say a lot in my profile, erotic fantasy. Too many dick pics do make me think of so much. Not meeting a guy makes my passion get a bit wild. So I can get a little crazy with what I think and write. The reality is, there is nothong hotter or more erotic than a lover I can devote myself to.

My Ideal Person Dominate Alpha Males, or if you are imaginative anything is possible. Lots of guys talk about being kinky or into real dirty fun but I find that is all talk. Where are the men that live up to their hype.

I dont know if there is an ideal person. But if I was to dream he would collar me and take me on a sexual adventure only seen in porn movies. Gang bangs, dancing for parties of men, making me stand on a dark dirty street corner. All for hot dirty fun.

or, maybe one simple, strong man, can tame my soul and save me from depravity.

And, this happens over and over, I make plans with one man, even include a back up guy, and they both flake out on me! I spend a lot of money on my outfits, make-up and other things that makes me the perfect doll. I also lose money taking off work, as well from time to time spending money on a hotel. So when a guy does not show up it effects me in ways I guess guys do not think about. So, what am I to do. Take a chance on one man? Or do what I do know works. Only meet when I know a lot of hot kinky dirty men say they will meet?

Fine, I am that bad girl who can not say no to any man. You are that man that will either save me or use me. You have no problem meeting me while other men are present. You could be the top alpha dog that collars me and uses me in front of the other men. You love porn hence you want a porn star and I am the next best thing. Wearing a mask or not, only filming from the waist down, you and all the other men make one smoking hot video, or a dozen, of me, turning me into a little private porn star. You men are hot kinky dirty imaginative and not shy. We meet once or twice a month at a nice place, a hotel suite so there is plenty of room for me to dance, give lap dances, and live my dream of being an exotic dancer. The only talk is not intelligent, it all dirty filthy sexual talk. The room is sexually charged and I am used beyond anyone can dream. Pics, and video. Dirty nasty erotic sex. Guys kissing me, me sucking the men, me giving my bottom to the men to be fucked. We even go out to a bar, you men showing off your hot slut. Yes guys, it is time to step up and have some extremely erotic fun. I have a dozen outfits to model so this should go on all year.